exams stress much?
it’s not really exams though it’s just mid sem and we just started school.
i really hate myself.
even though i love korean so much i skip korean lessons like it’s not there.
it’s already 6 weeks and so far i only went for 1. and i hope i will go tmr..
i really hope and hope i will.. it’s that bad.

big bang contest. should i enter?
i can write a poem? or dance to their song?
or i shouldnt.. i feel like i ‘m obsessed. and i got lots and lots of assignment.
korean japanese and management. that’s practically everything except marketing…
i have jap mid sems next week and marketing this fri.
i got my film..

i miss singapore.
i miss home.
this is not my home.
my home is not here.
i wanna go home.

under fun and games
on the web page www.dictionary.com
there was crossword puzzles..
errr. that isnt a game.. it’s a puzzle and how is it fun?
it’s just tiring.

i just want my camera and film!

14 august 2008

14 August 2008

18:03

Look at that! I finished my quota for today!

Even though I’m sick!

Thank God, really.

For the first time after so long! And I had so

much to read today. Phew. That was a relief.

I hope I can keep this up!

Today I switched off my phone for about half the day

I was scared and afraid of calls.

I will be also tmr.

Saw a weird bible ( the cult that starts with a M) today.

Read it and thought for a while

And ya, I came to a conclusion.

It was funny. Sorry to offend anyone.

My head still aches and my throat still sore.

Poems cause I’m bored…

14 August 2008

01:13

 

I gave you a key

You took it and used it

But now you just left

With the key

My chest is lock

I can’t open it again

As days goes by

Dust collects on

I can’t open it for anyone else

Come back

Or at least return me the key

 
 

 

 

We cried

We fought

We just want to be happy

Why can’t that just happen?

Why the pain?

Why the tears?

Why the broken promises?

 
 

What was it that we had?

Was it love?

Was it enmity?

We really just wanted happiness

Why won’t it happen just like that?

 

 

 

Waiting till the earth fades

Dust has collected on my heart

You will never fade

Your love is concealed in my temporary heart

But Your love is with me forever

It will never fade.

I just want to wait for You

 
 

i just suddenly rmb that i love sunflowers really much
i love sunflowers.
weirdly i want one now.
i think i’ll get 1 tmr if i’m ok to go out…