it just grows
October 8, 2009
Everything kept within
things left unsaid
things felt left unexpressed
it just grows
eating on every single thing in you
your strength, thoughts, life
your friends, your family
everyone around you
just give it up
don’t think about it
stop feeding the monster
but grow in spirit and in truth
meditate on things above
things not seen
but substance felt
that is faith
just like a seed
that grows into a large tree
with proper care.
He is always there.
Protected: Stupid things said
October 8, 2009
It drags on
October 8, 2009
as always, life is just going on
i asked for a break it just goes on
i asked for it to stop for a while
but i was afraid it won’t go on after
i just want to make use of it well
not wanting to regret
i need help
my heart hurts
my head hurts
but does it really matter?
i’m not doing what i want
i’m just doing what i have to